I had an appointment today. I was fine getting ready and getting Little Princess off to school, but then when she was gone and it was time for me to leave for the appointment, I was terrified. Every test, every appointment, I am scared that the doctor is going to tell me something is wrong. I want this so bad and I am a little scared it will all go away. I am sure it will get better when I hear the heartbeat, or when I feel Little One move, or when I see Little One on a US, or when I am out of the first trimester.
In the meantime, everything looked fine and the doctor said not to worry. So that was good. I love my doctor. she even moved up my next appointment by a week because she wants to see me sooner. (I guess it could be the preeclampsia I had with my daughter)