I am sick today. Nothing major but it is making me feel a little melancholy. I am trying to bury myself in Christmas and ignore how much it feels like I am banging my head on a brick wall. I workefd so hard and I couldn't mske it happen. So, I let the girls decorate the tree, watched them have fun and ignored the feelings of futility.
Dec 15, 2017
Dec 14, 2017
We got the news that my hard work has been for nothing. So I decided to start Christmas at our house. The girls and I decorated the house and drank peppermint mocha while watching Christmas movies. After that Prince Charming and went Christmas shopping. I took a day that could have been disappointing and made it a fun family day.