Mar 20, 2019
I turned 47 today. It is hard to believe that I am almost 50 years old. It doesn't bother me. There are worse things than getting older. I mean the alternative really sucks. So while this year, my birthday will pass without notice. I will sit here listening to my kids play in the other room and sip my coffee with a quiet whisper of happy birthday to me.
Mar 18, 2019
I have been doing okay regarding, Prince Charming's grandmother's passing. I guess because I can't get to her funeral, I didn't really have to face it. But when I read her obituary, it became more real. I was suddenly overwhelmly sad. I just remembered all the time we spent with her. So many meals, holidays, visits, barbecues, and just doing laundry there when we didn't have a washer. I know she was sick, I know she hasn't been herself for a long while, but I am just sad. It is hard to believe that I am never going to see her again.