Journalling reads: I lost you today. I can't believe we had to say goodbye so soon. I love you more than anyone can ever know and saying goodbye has hurt me so deeply. I can still see you on the U/S, I can still feel you in my hand as I handed you over to the doctor, I wish I could wake up and make this nightmare end. I trudge through the day, caring for your big sister, explaining you to her, answering her questions and inside I am shattering into a million peices. I am so sorry I wasn't able to bring you into this world. You were growing, you had a heartbeat, you were doing your part, but I failed you in the biggest way I could, I lost you and for that I am so sorry.
This is definitely a wordless Wednesday post for me, to you--for I can feel the pain you feel through your post. May you find the peace you need within.
Yes, as Carla said It's not your fault. I hope that you don't truly feel that way.
Please know that all of your blogging friends are sending good thoughts and prayers your way. I look at Little Princess' face and see her smile and her beauty and I think tat she is perfect! Keep your chin up!!!
I'm sorry about your loss. I know what you're going through since I've had 2 miscarriages in the past. I know how hard it is to deal with it but I believe that everything happens for a reason. You're in my prayers.
You did nothing wrong... I don't have answers as to why some babies go to Heaven. It's not fair. However I do know that you have no need to apologize hon.
I am sorry to hear of your loss, I remember a similar loss myself. I have had four pregnancies, two successful ones. I lost one when I was four months along .... many well meaning people ill say "glad you didn't get to the end, but it's still a loss. Hugs to you.
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Journalling reads: I lost you today. I can't believe we had to say goodbye so soon. I love you more than anyone can ever know and saying goodbye has hurt me so deeply. I can still see you on the U/S, I can still feel you in my hand as I handed you over to the doctor, I wish I could wake up and make this nightmare end. I trudge through the day, caring for your big sister, explaining you to her, answering her questions and inside I am shattering into a
million peices. I am so sorry I wasn't able to bring you into this world. You were growing, you had a heartbeat, you were doing your part, but I failed you in the biggest way I could, I lost you and for that I am so sorry.
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Christine Nash - Daydream
This is definitely a wordless Wednesday post for me, to you--for I can feel the pain you feel through your post. May you find the peace you need within.
So, so sorry!!
I am very sorry to hear of your loss.
It's not your fault.
BIG HUGS today...
Yes, as Carla said It's not your fault. I hope that you don't truly feel that way.
Please know that all of your blogging friends are sending good thoughts and prayers your way. I look at Little Princess' face and see her smile and her beauty and I think tat she is perfect!
Keep your chin up!!!
God has other plans for your Angel. It wasn't your fault or anything you did.
Like Crazy Working Mom said, your blogger friends are are here for you, in thought and prayer.
I am so sorry! I just read through all the post over the last couple of days. I do love your scrap page. But you are being way too hard on yourself.
I am so sorry and feeling your pain . I am sending you hugs and will pray for you.
In his endless love,
Angel ():)
Sending hugs and prayers again today.
A friend of mine has a ministry for those who have lost babies. The website is:
http://www.quietrefuge.com/
May the Lord wrap you in His loving arms.
I'm sorry about your loss. I know what you're going through since I've had 2 miscarriages in the past. I know how hard it is to deal with it but I believe that everything happens for a reason. You're in my prayers.
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Thinking of you all.
A beautiful tribute. You will get through this. You have lots of prayers for you. I agree with Kailani - things happen for a reason. Take care.
I am so sorry for your lost. I know how it feels to loose a baby. Hugs. The message brought tears to my eyes. Happy WW.
My condolences and wishes for better days...
I am so sorry. I know that doesn't help just know that people are thinking of you.
You did nothing wrong... I don't have answers as to why some babies go to Heaven. It's not fair. However I do know that you have no need to apologize hon.
That is such a lovely paragraph though.
I am sorry to hear of your loss, I remember a similar loss myself. I have had four pregnancies, two successful ones. I lost one when I was four months along .... many well meaning people ill say "glad you didn't get to the end, but it's still a loss. Hugs to you.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I've lost one preborn baby and two teens. It isn't your fault, of course, but I understand the shattered feeling.
praying for you
I am terribly sorry for your loss.
Blessings on wing.
I'm truly sorry that you lost the baby. I hope that your lil' angel is looking down on you and help you get through this sad time. God bless.
I have just gotten around to reading blogs. Bless your heart..I am so sorry.
Don't blame yourself. I know it's hard, but I know you know there is a reason for everything.
Big hugs your way. I'm so sorry.
I'm here from Photohunt, but saw this post. I'm sorry for your loss. Sometimes things just don't make a lick of sense, do they? (hugs)
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