I don't talk alot about my worries for Little Prince. How I worry about his development and how he will grow up to be. He is 21 months old, almost 2 years old and he acts like a baby. He doesn't make his will known without crying, he doesn't say any words, it is hard to find foods that he will eat, he is mostly like a doll just doing as he likes and preferring to spend a lot of time in his room. He hasn't gotten his official diagnosis yet, but I am pretty sure he is autistic and the specialists he has seen seem to think so too.
We celebrate the little things. When his baby babble includes a new sound last week we celebrate, when he reached his arms up to his father tonight we really celebrated. He is an easy-going, sweet, ticklish boy who makes me happy. I need to put my worries behind me, forget any previous expectations and just celebrate him, who he is, how much he accomplishes. I LOVE my boy, he loves me and he loves his father. Celebrate that and the rest will come.