Having one of those nights when I would give every penny I have to be able to understand my boy. He woke up hysterical and I don't know why. I snuggled him and did everything I could to figure it out and right now, he is calmly having a snack, watching Dora and Friends and drinking milk. He seems to be better. But I would love to know what was bothering with him, the only part of autism I hate is that it keeps me from helping my boy when he needs me. I do what I can, but I always wonder if it is enough.