Sad

I have been doing okay regarding, Prince Charming's grandmother's passing.  I guess because I can't get to her funeral, I didn't really have to face it.  But when I read her obituary, it became more real.  I was suddenly overwhelmly sad.  I just remembered all the time we spent with her.  So many meals, holidays, visits, barbecues, and just doing laundry there when we didn't have a washer.  I know she was sick, I know she hasn't been herself for a long while, but I am just sad.  It is hard to believe that I am never going to see her again.