I am trying, I really am. I try to have a positive attitude. I really am. I put on a happy face and go to work as my kids beg me to stay home. I bottle up all my stress and be happy, bubbly, and positive. But sometimes at the most inopportune time, it slips out and I am embarrassed. At work today I stressed and pushing through and someone said something nice and I burst into tears . . . AT WORK! I hate that. SO embarrassing, I am over-tired, overstressed, overworked and constantly in pain. I guess that is why I lost it.