Trying Again

I have been working my butt off to try to find a way to make our life better. The biggest thing we need to change is our housing. Rent takes up most of our income and, we just can't cover all our expenses here. So, I have been looking for a place, but Covid-19 has made it complicated. I am pursuing different avenues but so much of it is out of my control. I had my hopes up for the last place, but it was the worst dump I have ever seen. The pictures must have been decades old. It was in a great location and it would have made such a difference financially. I was heartbroken. Tomorrow I am trying again, but I am scared to get my hopes up again.  The anxiety of this whole thing is costing me sleep again. Yuck!