So here's the thing, we lost our van yesterday when we lost a tire in a catastrophic way. But in a funny, unexpected way, it will work out for the best. Next week we will be driving a newer van. We got great financial advice which means a year or six months from now we will be in a MUCH better financial place. We will have good credit and money saved. And now that I have five days home from work, I will be able to enjoy time with my kids and I made a list of places and things I want to give a thorough cleaning while I am home.