I have been working hard to get myself in a good head space. I have been trying to cut back on my stress and just enjoy my children. Today, I went to the doctor.
I haven't had a good (nightmare - free) night's sleep for at least two months. I am really stressed with trying to keep everything together. The doctor and I talked and he put me on medication. It wasn't why I went there but I am okay with the idea of medication, I just want to get into a better place so that I can be the mom my kids deserve. So far, my kids have no idea that I am struggling and if I can keep it that way, I will be happy. They are everything to me. I just wish I could pull myself together and not be such a mess.
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