*sigh*

Having one of those nights when I would give every penny I have to be able to understand my boy.  He woke up hysterical and I don't know why.  I snuggled him and did everything I could to figure it out and right now, he is calmly having a snack, watching Dora and Friends and drinking milk.  He seems to be better.  But I would love to know what was bothering with him, the only part of autism I hate is that it keeps me from helping my boy when he needs me.  I do what I can, but I always wonder if it is enough.