Trying

I am trying, I really am.  I try to have a positive attitude.  I really am.  I put on a happy face and go to work as my kids beg me to stay home.  I bottle up all my stress and be happy, bubbly, and positive.  But sometimes at the most inopportune time, it slips out and I am embarrassed.  At work today I stressed and pushing through and someone said something nice and I burst into tears . . . AT WORK!  I hate that.  SO embarrassing, I am over-tired, overstressed, overworked and constantly in pain.  I guess that is why I lost it.